Not Pure Expressions Photography, but my building. The house; the home to my studio. My little space that I signed a year lease for is going on the market tomorrow (Thursday). My cute little space, made perfect for a first studio; the one I wanted to buy in 3-4 years as expected from the owners is up for sale.
The owners are moving out of state and don’t want the “hassle” of the building. I want to buy it. I want to buy it with more desire and will than I’ve wanted a lot of “things” in life. It’s mine. It’s been mine since I set foot in it.
And now, I might lose it. I don’t know if my lease will hold. I don’t know if it won’t. I don’t know if the new owners will allow me to stay. I don’t know how fast the building will sell.
My sign went up last Friday… exactly 5 days ago and now this. I put money into the first floor. I put sweat and even blood into it (got a few paper cuts and splinters 🙂 ) and now I *could* lose it all.
Everyone says “there is a reason for everything.” and “something good always comes of a challenge”. Yeah. Ok. But when you’re in the middle of it, it just doesn’t feel like that’s possible.
Is this a sign I need to quit while I’m ahead? If so, ha on you! I’m not a quitter. But I am throughly stressed, incredibly anxious and nervous about what’s the come. The fate of my cute little studio is in the air. 🙁
Do you know how much they are asking for it?